UGH!

Done, I am completely done with writing this paper. I’ve been trying to avoid it, but it’s impossible. This research paper is the worst thing I think I’ve ever written. I can’t write this paper, it’s killing me. It stresses me out; it drains me of all energy because I’m so focused on it and trying to fix it that I’m probably making it worse every time I revise it. And on top of that if I fail it then I’ll probably fail the course and get kicked out of FSU. I hate this paper; if I had a time machine, I would go back in time and straight up murder whoever invented the research paper. I mean it was probably some asshole teacher who wanted to “expand his student’s minds”. What a cheesy fucking line. No this isn’t expanding our minds it’s just draining our minds of everything else so that we’re so focused on the paper that we have trouble keeping up in other classes. This is not a helpful paper for the real world for me; this paper is just another reason why I didn’t choose an English major. I know that probably means I’m going to have to write research paper’s again, but I cant help, but think if I had an English major then I would write more of these God awful things. But just like everything else this course has thrown at me I’ll find a way to make it out on top.